Thursday, May 14

Does this make me weak?

Couldn't help but feel down today. Sometimes, I forget & my emotions slip. &sometimes people can s e e r i g h t t h r o u g h me.
"You're not you today."
..those words hurt. You spend all of your life building up a wall, learning to never show weakness. And in one tiny lapse, one miniscule flicker of emotion, someone will catch you.


I can't remember where I heard this, but it really caught my attention.
"Happiness is being married to your best friend."
Me&Pierce, right? Maybe if we weren't best friends, we'd be perfect for each other. But that's like telling someone that they should date their brother. Weird.


Back to the important stuff. There's going to be this huge party this Sunday! Some girl named Elle's house? Apparently Pierce hooked up with her and she's 'ultra-rad'. ..but I can't go. This is just part of my promise to lay off on the partying & stop the alcohol abuse.
..sigh, &no more guys. Thanks a lot, Krista.

Since I won't be out partying, I need something fun to do so I won't think too much about the party.

Movie night, anyone?


oh, &I'll be making chicken thighs for my spanish project 8)