just two more days, if i could just survive two more days. then i would be free, free as a butterfly floated in the springtime air, not a care in the world; no stress, no worries, just simply being.
there i go again, rambling on again. but summer is so close, i can almost feel it. i swear, just three more finals and two SAT tests and my junior year is over! bring on the summer, baby! i'll be going to the Bahamas this year, &i'm mad excited! but only if i survive this week. then it'll be one whole week of me&&mr.sunshine <3
just thinking about it has already cheered me up and put me in a lighter mood. but, underneath the surface, everything is different . .
problems, problems, and more problems.
seems like i can never be in a relationship that is absolutely 100% problem-free. not that i expect anything perfect, it's just that i experience more problems than the average human being. but i don't like discussing my problems. things are diferent when you say them out loud than when you think about them in your head.
"it's as if saying them out loud just makes them more real"