How I'd love to ..give in. But I guess it's not that easy. Especially not for me. All the pain & failed relationships. Completely. Screwed. Me. Up.
But there's also all the knowledge, experience that you take with you. Made me a little wiser, a little stronger.
But it's wisdom and insight that I'm too young to be burdened with. I just want to be a kid again. But you can never go back, you can never erase what has already happened. Yeah, it sucks. But you learn to deal with it.