Tuesday, September 29

Physically Verbally & Emotionally [[abused]]

Everyone keeps asking about the bruises. And the cuts. I mean, how am I supposed to respond to those questions? Tell them the whole fucking story and pray that they'll help me out of it? Bullshit.


btw, I'm stupid for ever giving him the benefit of the doubt. What he did was unacceptable and it can't happen again. It just can't.


Am I in an abusive relationship? I just don't know anymore.
Verbally? Emotionally? Physically?
Probably, Definitely, Maybe.

It's only happened once. Last Saturday, that is. Angry words, as usually. Couple punches & shoves too. Then came the tears. And his apologies. So things got a little out of control. One question though, how do I know if this is going to happen again? He is a really great guy, but this just cannot happen again. If just completely threw me the fuck off.
I just want to be in a healthy relationship
 Tell me love, where do we go from here?