new year's eve was wonderful. i'm glad i made the right choice. i could've went to a typical party and got faded or high or both, but that's typical Leana. that's not how i wanted to start the new year, hungover and unhappy.
so i decided to spend new year's eve with a special guy. no new year's resolutions this year, but just a little wish: that i could let go of my past, forget the one who still has my heart, and start over with a new guy, one that i know can treat me better and truly love me.
so i tell myself what i want to hear
because i have to believe: this will be my year