why, hello there mr. sunshine

shopping, hiking, and dinner.
today was a healing day ♥

apparently, i have amazing triceps.
that's right mr. duggan, thems what you call swimmer muscles.


there's something wrong with me
and it's so plain to see
if only you would open your eyes
this is something i can't hide
i cannot live happily
without you by my side.
^was that silly? yea, but it's all your fault 8)

progressively more cynical? story of my life.

sometimes i just want to smash my huge closet mirrors and watch them shatter into a million shards of glass.
sometimes i can't bear it, when i see the person in the mirror staring back at me. she's a fake, a phoney. she is me.
sometimes i wish i could leave this world, permanently. but i know, even permanent marker isn't permanent.