god damn it. i always get myself into the worst possible situations. what now?
tell the truth: possibly lose a friend
tell a lie: possibly guilty conscience
do nothing: that was never an option
fuckfuckfuck. could you make it any more awkward for me? probably not. honestly, that was such a pussy move, i dont think i even want to be your friend anymore.
crazy weather today, plus hail that reminded me of snow/tapioca balls. and i saw a rainbow, or at least the end of it.
started a drawing session, but i can already tell this one's gonna be crap. fuck.
i need to stop cussing.
