funny? it's fucking depressing.

I saw Geoffrey today.
i had finished my interview and my friend took me to CaliPhonia to celebrate the fact that i survived another one. we were sitting at the window seats, and i see hime walk in with a group of his friends. it felt like being socked in the gut. i recognized him right away, but i dont think he recognized me. he looked at me, and paused a second before looking away, but it might have just been my imagination. i wanted to say something, but i hesitated and realized it was better to just turn away. i've changed a lot since we last saw each other, but he still looks like the same kid i knew all those years ago. i wanted to ask him how his mother was doing, if she got any better. i wanted to ask about his sister, and whether or not their relationship had improved. so many questions ran through my head, but i knew i could never bring myself to ask. but mostly, i was just glad that he was alright, and still alive.

isn't it funny how two completely inseperable people can become complete strangers over the span of a few years?