On the streets they call it murder
But you'll never know how much you hurt her.
Doc said it's okay to think about my past, to analyze it if i wished. it can be dangerous, though. it's only okay as long as i don't let it consume me. what was not okay was repression or trying to repress events that i considered 'bad'. so it was a matter of being in control, and not blocking anything out. but i'm weak; without Doc, i just can't.
i can't do this alone