this circle never ends

On the streets they call it murder
But you'll never know how much you hurt her.


Doc said it's okay to think about my past, to analyze it if i wished. it can be dangerous, though. it's only okay as long as i don't let it consume me. what was not okay was repression or trying to repress events that i considered 'bad'. so it was a matter of being in control, and not blocking anything out. but i'm weak; without Doc, i just can't.

i can't do this alone