all grown up

college has started, as of last wednesday. classes don't seem so tough, but i can't judge yet, the semester has barely even started. i'm slightly worried about math class, because it seems to be my toughest class so far. but, i will do my best to stay on top of my game and graduate as soon as possible. which might take five or six years, because of my major. the hardest part is being away from my lover, even though i know i can always talk to him on the phone and online, and i'll see him most weekends. during the summer, we got to be together almost 24/7, and now i have to wait until the weekend until i get to see him again. but when his school year starts, who knows how often i'll actually get to see him. there's a lot of free time during college. my monday and wednesday classes go from 12-6pm. tuesday classes go from 8am-3pm. and thursday i have class at 8-9am, and then 12-3pm. so i basically have a full schedule, three classes each day, except thursday, which has four. but when i'm not in class, there's not much to do. i hang out with the new people i've met here. go eat, hang out in someone's room, watch tv, go online. there's not much to do when you're stuck on campus. it could get pretty boring around here, if you lock yourself up in your room. but since i have a lot of free time, hopefully i'll use it wisely and study or do homework. i have math homework everyday, so i'll also try my best to study everyday i do homework. and i'll be working on a lot of essays this semester, i know there will be more than 10. also i have many group projects coming up. it seems like school work will be taking up most of my time, so who knows is i have the time to join a club or something. the school year has just started, so we'll see how everything works out.