Tuesday, June 30

Emotionally Unavailable

I need someone, anyone. Pierce kicked me out at four in the morning and I had to bus home. I'm not blaming him for anything because I do realize it was my fault. But I just can't change who I am.

I'm a horrible person.

And it's not like I could ever deny that. Every time a good thing comes around, I end up messing everything up.  I have problems committing. I'm not afraid of commitment, just emotionally unavailable.


Pierce: Problems? Everyone has problems. What makes you think you're the only one living in a messed up life?

p.s. I never said anything about anyone else's problems. btw, i still love you.  8/