Open Minded

Let me attempt to explain what I am feeling, what I am going through.

He stole a piece of her heart. But you see, her soul had been connected to her heart. Because her heart had been deranged by the loss, she'd tried to call back her soul by opening her mind. It didn't work, and she had been without so much of her soul for so long that her open mind was like a gaping wound. Her openness had made her wise, but it was not a wisdom she could do anything useful with. Her mind hurt her all the time, and that constant hurt made her full of pity for everything that hurt. But because her pity came through her mind, it translated as a thought disturbance rather that feeling, and so was hard to express. So she stands before you, full of sympathy she couldn't feel and didn't know how to express.
This is what goes through my mind. These are the things that I don't tell anyone. Because it sounds crazy. Because I am crazy.