I'm a Dolphin

Swimming really is the best stress reliever. But I haven't been going as often as I should, so I'll have to build back my swimming muscles. I managed 30 laps today, which isn't the most I can do, but my right shoulder started to really hurt. I really messed it up about three weeks ago, and I've been holding off on getting it checked out, but I really need to see my doctor. Soon. &I really hope that it's not anything too serious, because that would suck so bad. But I'm not trying to jinx it.


to-do list:

listen to happier music that won’t make me cry.
tell myself that my life has a pulse.
keep holding onto this.
keep fighting.
stand up for myself.
stand up.
rise like a sunrise.
breathe. just
breathe.