taken for granted

today was a long day. partly because it was monday.
my first legit fieldtrip at lowell, yay! and it only took three and a half year. i got to go to the International Gift Show at the moscone. it was amazing. they had the coolest things there. and the chocolate. the chocolate was just delicious. there were lots of free samples, it was like heaven. there were so many things i wanted to buy, and me&myfriend asked if we could buy samples, but they all said 'sorry, come back tomorrow'. since tomorrow would be the last day of the gift show, that was the only day they were willing to sell. otherwise, we had to buy in bulk. so it was slightly dissapointing. until we came to this cute/weird booth that sold little japanese gift items. like those cool cellphone charms. we talked to the guy for a while, and he was extremely cool. we asked if we could buy anything, and he finally pulled out this bag of things he didn't really need. so we asked him the prices, but he just told us to take it. for free!
bussing back to school to get my car was a fail. but it was fun.
then everything went downhill from there.
my 'friend' had another 'emergency'. so i drove over to help his ass. but he doesn't fucking appreciate the things i do for him. and honestly, i'm tired of cleaning up after his mess. we've strictly platonic for the past few months, and i thought that would improve our relationship. but no, it's just as complicated. and lately, the negatives have been infinitely outweighing the positives.


..one day you're gonna need me and i'm not gonna be there. learn to appreciate what you have before she's gone