Wednesday, August 26

fake it til` you make it .

One would think that a 7 year friendship would survive a failed relationship. But that isn't exactly the case, is it? When one half of the relationship is an immature human male that can't stand the fact that for once in his life, someone didn't want to be romantically involved with him.

These people, they're killing me. More phone calls. More people from a part of my past that I would burn if I could. I want to be able to move on, to at least be able to not have to look back and constantly be reminded of the pain and the confusion. But life doesn't work that way, oh no. Life pulls you down, tests how strong you are and won't let go until it sucks the very last breath from you. But hey, I'll just keep the smile on my face and maybe things will get better soon.